~MarTiaL aRtS~

i miss joining for silat training...i wish to join in but i'll feel sad if i can't join for the IVP...i really wanted to compete but my dad wouldn't let me, coz he said it's too risky....but i'm still wondering now, if it's too risky then why did he put me for Taekwondo class since i was 8 years old?

Haiz~~~ Really wanted to join...coz, if i can help bring something or at least i participate for the competition, i can at least show other tertiary level that our campus also have ppl that is making an effort to win something or exist...

Though i only joined Silat in my 2nd year in poly, i'm willing to learn it from the beginning...but when i've reached my 3rd year in poly, i temporarily backed out. It's sad....cause i really have the passion... Some ppl juz don't understand...they'll say things like, " Why do u want to injure urself? Is it worth it?" i know the consequences ok...u dun have to keep repeating those things~~Duh!

I rarely show people my true self...even to my families or close frends...i rather keep it to myself... Coz i like to be full of joy and laughter whenever i'm wif ppl... but when i'm all alone... it's totally different...

Niwaez, have to do my prayers now~~to be continued...

Under the MoonLight @ Ubin Island wif ma fwens~~

Went to Ubin Island

Hey~~~... Back from camp yesterday...really tired but i really had a great time on that island wif all my Engineering mates...it'll be one of my best memories in Nanyang Poly...

Soon after this, i'll get my diploma....go Australia and leave this country... i dun noe how shud i feel right now...i have mix feeling about this...Only Allah knows how i feel...only He understands me... i always wonder why i always make last minute decisions...Shit! Feel like crying now....i'll miss Singapore definitely! Haiz...especially my parents, loved ones, relatives, friends, best buddies, long lost friends.....everything...

I know i have to be strong...i know i have to face up to the challenge....and I will...

I juz hope everything turns out well for me...With God's Will....

I have to change my mindset, and start over new.....~~~ No more playing around... time for seriousness, since i've turned 20 this year.... i should think more like adult... no more fooling around....

I have to be INDEPENDENT!!!!!

Have u ever get confused over things that u don't really need to think about? well, sometimes i wonder why i'm worried about nothing...

ok, i guess i'm truly fickle-minded everytime~~~

Niwae, it's getting late..better get some naps....Nite Peepz!

*Twinkling Star*

What's wif me?

Have u ever felt sad suddenly? or feeling down....or feel like giving up....or dilema....
I just don't understand myself....
~Nitez~
*Twinkling Star*

New Exposure~~~

i'm like so stressed up now... too many things on my mind... can't tell u right now... but i shall explain later...

i had a great start for the day... went to old folks home... it's a good experience for me... really had a lot of fun experiences... I guess I made a new humanitarian job....hehe... Well, it was all good... I should do it more often...

i need to sleep...bye for now...

*Twinkling Star*

A New Begining

After all the exams....finally i'm creating a blog of my own....haiz... free at last!!! but still dunno wat to do after this...haha...still figuring out my future...~~~

I was talking to my sister when suddenly she was like humming some notes...and the notes seems really familiar to me...so i asked whether the song has some thing to do with this Taiwanese + Japanese drama that i've watched recently....I dunno y suddenly her face changed...Then she started laughing at me....coz she was actually singing BackstreetBoys song....haha....i was so embarrased........~~~so i started laughing at myself too....

After that, went out with my special friend~~~hehe.....watched "Guess Who" starring Ashton Kutcher....He's so CUTE! And the movie was actually kinda hip+romantic+reality check-up+comedy.....All-in-one!

"Percy Jones (Bernie Mac) is taking no chances with his daughter Theresa's (Zoe Saldana) future. Even before he meets Simon Green, her latest boyfriend, Percy has him checked out. On paper, he passes with flying colors -- great job, good investments and a promising future. But there's one thing the credit report didn't tell him: Simon Green (Ashton Kutcher) is white. Not that there's anything wrong with that. Unless, of course, Simon wants to marry his daughter. Which he does. "

It's an hour and 37 mins comedy movie....so it's kinda short but sweet....Anywayz, gotta sleep now.. have to hand-in my report tomorrow morning and my dad is gonna send me to campus...well, he always sends me to school everyday....coz i haven't completed my final driving theory test...oh well, i guess i'll get it soon after all things are settled....
Nitez~
*Twinkling StaR*